pcos suffer

I have this HORRIBLE diease, called PCOS (poky cyctic ovarian syndrom) its a metoblic disorder. It causes inibilitty to loose weight, fertility problems, acne, excessive body hair,. The list goes on and on. There is NO cure, treatment or magic! Its a catch 22, loose weight to get SOME relief, but YOU CANT LOOSE the weight! Im bonded to this horific disease. I want to be who i really am, NOT a morbid obease PCOS sufferer. I eat extremly healthy, work out 6 days a week, take suppliments, but to no adval, i cant not get the weight off. Im the healthest fat women ever. On paper the Dr's dont believe it. Im constanly told, "its amazing how big you are, but your labs, and blood pressure are that of a thiner person. Thanks
lisa